An Explosion of my Inner Psyche.

I suck, end of story. I have no idea who I am. People could give two shits about me. I love to make art (draw, paint, just make art in general), but I'm horrible at it. I love too much. I hate myself. There's honestly nothing good to say, so I'll end it here.

My little brat sister just got a cell phone. She’s 10 fucking years old. Who the fuck needs a cell phone at 10 years old? I’m 18, and I don’t even have a cell phone.
Anyway, it’s going to be really funny when my dad takes it away from her, or holds it over her head, or breaks it like he broke all my phones, my old iPod, and my kindle. Haha.

This applies to my cat

This applies to my cat

(via juggalettelindz)

Im crying about my cat again. Ugh. I miss him. I want him back. :/

I’m honestly about to give up in life.

Shout out to art teacher who called my recently deceased cat road kill. Nice, right?

My cat got hit by a car yesterday. Its been horrible for my family and I. He truly was the best cat ever. <3 I loved him so much. I couldnt have asked for a better cat. I was telling my friend what happened, and this rude person asked me why My father picked him up off of the side of the road when he was dead and now considered road kill. WHY WOULD I NOT PICK HIM UP?! WHY WOULD I JUST LEAVE HIM THERE??!?! WOULD YOU LEAVE YOUR PET THERE JUST TO GET RUN OVER MORE AND ROT AND ALL THAT? No. NO YOU WOULDNT. I brought him home to be buried and have a final place to rest, to show him that he was important to my family and me, to show him he was loved. 

Im so heart-broken. I miss him so much. Its not the same without him. He was such a great cat with an amazing personality. Im a mess. Ugh. And now im crying again.